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What is the fire in rasta besides marijuana.

is it purifying and healing?

what is the curse in in rasta?

what is the fya pon dem

bigga judgement

i am judging myself with a guilty consciousness?

this is good because it stops wickedness?

I see the error of my ways, but still, Im still a jerk

so im not as out of control as i was but im still a jerk

the fear of going to hell helped me

but i still dont want to burn in hell

i dont know what i was thinking before, now i cant believe how far i went

but i do want to change and push forward

what is the shango's fiyah

i know shango smashes the wicked and i guess ogun does too

but ultimately

is there redemption?

I am changing, I promise.

but I have been a drain on others for a long time.

I dont want to live right and cultivate cleanliness

i just worry that it is too late.

am I the devil

and thats it?

I think that some people, maybe africans, yorubans or rastas or these kemet guys, and i have heard yogis and buddhists can do it too, can help balance out the dark forces in the universe. I have heard this. there are inklings that this is a possibility.